i feel terribly stupid now..din noe i was such a BIG FLY...
i cherised every friendship i have...
i love all the friends i have..
i wanna protect my frens...
i wanna make them happy,
i wanna joke,
but cos of this, i was irritating..
thx, now i learnt..i will change
but i need time...
apart from all these saddy stuffs...
ha, thx alot alot esther...hugs.. thx so much..for being there for me alwaysa..
o, and cheryl's bday celebration was fun...will blog abt it after exams.. glad u love it lao po..
ahh, i'm looking forward to go out wif cucalamonga after exams..love ya lots!!!
feliciagarfield
9:40 PM
tml's the first exam...well, i won't deny that i'm fearful..but everything is well in God's hands..i've handed everything unto His hands..He'll guide me thru...if a person do not grow out of fear as he/she grows up, it'lll become more prevalent; the fear becomes a PHOBIA...yea, this is how i'm feeling now..not because of my exams...but because some stuff that had happened..i din noe i developed that phobia till i saw my screensaver today..hur hur..will edit my screensaver after my exams...yes...perhaps it all happened because i was naively thinking too much..and i was so so so wrong..haha..do i sound like i fell out of love or something? dun get the wrong idea pepx...it has got nothing to do with falling out of love when i din even fall in love..haha..ok, God loves me, and most important of all..God loves those that are now reading my entry!! not because u are reading my blog..but because He loves u for who u are!! isn't that a beautiful wonderful kind of love? the LOVE that God has for us!! AGAPE..His sacrificial love is sweet and beautiful...GOD LOVES U & ME =)o, my first cropped pic..ok, i noe it looks terrible...dun laugh..its my first time doing it..haha..
feliciagarfield
10:52 PM
think i mug too little...met dawn and peiling yest to clarify some things that we still dun understand...thanks loads pals...haha..we had fun at tampinese mall and century square la..esp those craps we had at mac..but of course..there was serious work done..as usual, dawn went to that capsule vending machine to hunt for nice stuff...then we headed to ntuc.o gosh..i got KIMCHI...its delicious yet low cal,carb,fat...haha..hey dawn, my mama and i finished that container of KIMCHI liao..haha...i used it to cook soup yest..then, my mum ate it for supper, then headed to the kitchen, opened the fridge for more..then we finished it during lunch this afternoon..haha..'love your brothers and sisters'...thats what i always remind myself..so i try make sure that i do it..i wanna do what a good fren should do, i wanna do what a good sister would do..but, a twist of your brain will twist the fact of everything that i had done..from a right motive to a wrong one..i won't deny that i'm truly disappointed..because its not the first time...well, guess some frens are meant to be by your side while some will just drift away..its alright...i'm fine with it..=)..cos God's grace is sufficient...He has a purpose for everything=)thank God for my sistas..esp cheryl and esther..for being there for me always..and we're turning 20 this yr!! ahHH...haha, i'm slowly digesting this fact..haha...yea, i'm so excited about sat...because cheryl's b'day is on sun..haha..does that make sense?? haha..was playing with pics yest..then i did this using photoshop CS...haha, thx cookie for teaching me..haha...
o, pics that was not successfully uploaded in my previous entry..
but anyway, cheryl, you must come on saturday!!!i can hear my notes calling me..haha..like real...taa taa...!!=) GOD is good,all the time=)
feliciagarfield
2:27 PM
i'm mug/laugh/eat/drink/play/chat at esther's house...yea, i did all these today..haha..poor wei wei..he's struggling with his engineering maths at esther's house...thank God that i din end up in an engineering/ IT course..or i wouldn't have survived till today..haha..
exams' around the corner..everyone is mugging..and so, dawn,peiling and i decieded to meet up to clarify doubts tml morning..
k, so my life today is so interesting..this morning, i woke up and took out ingredients from the fridge, then i sat down and listen to mummy's class gathering's happenings..haha..then i came to realise that the lameness in my blood is also im my mama's blood..lol..so farni la..pls, its like total cool lo..haha, din now lameness can be passed down through the genes..haha...she started by sayin..MY FRENS AND I WENT TO THE CLASS GATHERING CHALET AT ALOHA LOYANG EARLIER THAN THE OTHERS..then i ah huh,...then she continued..WHEN I SAW THE OTHER 2 FRENS IN A CAR COMING TOWARDS OUR CHALET, I SUGGESTED THAT WE SHOULD HIDE AT THE KITCHEN,(so that their friends will get a surprise/shock)...lol, o man...my mama is already so..er...grown up..lol..but she's doing this..haha, this explains why i'm so lame at times la..haha, but of course we have serious times..haha..
k, after i cooked lunch, then i headed to esther's place to mug..i'm here for 2 reasons..1) accompany wei wei..2) i came here to mug so that i won't be seen lying on my comfy bed, covering my nice quilt sleeping and continue to live in denial that i'd been mugging for too long and i neede to sleep more..BUT..i tink i distracted wei wei..haha...lol...sorry!! haha,
then..we were eating honey stars jux now..wei wei said his fren took a pic of the shooting stars with his digital cam..then i said i can help him throw the honey stars then he take a pic of it..haha, then he said lame...then he did this...
o, did the writings look weird in the pics??haha, its his working for his emaths..haha..engineering maths...lol...
o, and i unintentionally completed world 5 ..yea mario..but world 6 is dot dot dot la..i only managed to pass the first satge of world 6, the second one is a maze..
o, then i saw this pic in my received file..cute and interesting rite??=)
so, thats all for now...i'm sleepy...k, wats up man...i can't load the pics..aiya, pics up soon..
feliciagarfield
9:58 PM
back to blog...hmm..fri was nice la...went to imm after school with mich and dawn...its cool there man..daiso is so cool...everything is at $2..then we headed to giant to get kimchi..super nice...i having the kimchi addiction again..went to cold storage after i met dawn to pass her the notes she lent me..i went to search for kimshi. but can't find the one i want..so, i bought ARCHAR instead..wat a huge diff between kimchi and ARCHAR..hahaha...dawn, mich and i were talking about friendship as we walked out of school on fri...i realised that there's a few phases in this thing called friendship...the first phase is when u jux got to noe each other, see only good points...second phase comes after some time..where we see each other's good and bad points, and sometimes get irritated by their negative points...then here comes the third phase...when we learn to accept and appreciate our friends so so so much...i'm saying this cos i experienced this before..hmm, yup, thats wat i told dawn..=) yea, BUT, no matter what, i thank God for every friend that i have...yup, really..assignments gives us alot of stress, that's true, but its very good for me personally, cos i get to noe my frens more and they get to noe me more..and i see my flaws, and make me wanna change to be a betta person, but of course, i need time=)..to me, true friendship only come after we go through hardship together..isn't that great?? hmm, ok, anyway..exams' just around the corner...jiayou!!o, anyway, mister potato's pic..before and after... that's pei, no!! that's mister potato!! no!! it pei!! *faint*i'm confused...>_<
gosh!! look!! ain't they cute?? i saw 4 kittens that were so small at my voideck b4..i fed them with fresh milk ...then mummy found their mummy under a van with 2 more kittens..i miss them!! haha, they look exactly like this..
here's another one...
feliciagarfield
9:02 PM
I LOVE CUCALAMONGA VERY MUCH..all of you=)
happy valentine's day everyone!! haha..today is a total fun lo..had our MYC drama performance...haha..laugh tonns...really...its something like the love story of a girl and a guy..haa..michelle is Jane & i'm Mike..haha..denise is the flower seller, dawn is the passerby + chef, and pei is Michael bubble..haha..lol..some pics..haha...in scl now..suppose to be cheonging assignments la..but mich and i finish our energy during the drama..haha..really thank God for my this bunch of frens..haha..they're so sweet...
for valentine's day, michelle gave sweets+choco in a golden foil, pei gave me a pig clip, denise gave us rose that she made herself, dawn & peiling gave kinder surprise..
k, back to the drama...pei's character was the funniest la..and, the way she presented herself was real funy k..really..take a look..pei's xtreme makeover..
this was what i got from dawn's kinder surprise..chili eating dino..haha..cute eh??
i like the things that u all gave..i baked a choco fudge cake..haha..its darn ugly la..but noe wat, my dearest cucalamonga pepx still ate it..haha..and was 8+am in the morning..haha..love u all man!! thx for being so supportive!! love u all!!
feliciagarfield
1:37 PM
hmm, really thank God for the pepx around...real thx to you all...thx michellethx for offering help to me when u see that i need..thx dawn, for encouraging me and comforting me..thx esther, for being there for me always..thx cheryl,for coming to accompany me and supporting me when i'm scared..hey, but i dun mean that i'm not thankful for my other friends..of course i do..esp sfers anf cucalamonga pepx..really very thankful..thank God for u all...thx esther and cheryl, my besties ,for being there for me and we watch each other grow spiritually and physically..haha, thats the coolest!!thx cucalamonga pepx...tho we din noe each other for long, but the friendship that we have is certainly not those superficial sort..so, we ain't going to bear grudges or unhappiness..if u all see my flaws do let me noe oki..so that i can learn=)...true frens are honest to each other..cherish u all so much!!hmm, cookie and onion..my two goody frens too!! cherish the times that we spent at hawker centres and coffee shop..haha..coffee talks and hawker woks...hahaha..we'll continue this ok, may our friendship neva fades oki..we'll continue to watch each other grow...hmm, o, i gotta go back to my attachment childcare again..cos...hur hur..i accidentally, deleated my pics..*faint*..haha...lalala...yea, cool eh??hmm, no pics..haha..was too tired to take any..exams are coming...jiayou!!
feliciagarfield
11:03 PM
i feel bad...sad...cos i din contribute...sad...i shouldn't elaborate..sorry..perhaps i'm just..er, i dun wanna say...anyway..exams coming soon...jiayou all pepx out there..
feliciagarfield
9:34 AM
i feel bad...sad...cos i din contribute...sad...sorry..perhaps i'm just..er, i dun wanna say...anyway..exams coming soon...jiayou all pepx out there..
feliciagarfield
9:34 AM
back to blog..hmm..this wk is real weird..loads of things happened..monday was alright...tue, i was at my doorstep when i wanted to go scl..then i accidentally step on mummy's heels, bish..then i fell..flat on the floor..was darn ugly adn painful la..my left thumb hit mummy's potted plant..then my knees got 2 blue blacks..if my knee touch the floor of touch against something, it'll be super painful de lo..pls...*faint*..then when i reached scl, sukuna's tutorial..she called for class leader, then i din bother, cos i'm not her class leader..then she was a lil unhappy, she switched off the lights and called for her module rep..dotz..then i stood up..then she nag a lil b4 she gave instructions to me...then we had our 3 hrs break...*faint*..mich and pei realised that the book we borrowed the other time was a ref bk..so, it was due two weeks b4..then the fine was lame la..fine by hr..shux...then the nice library waived $40 out of the $50 fine..so gotta pay $10..thx eh..hey, mich..very sorry abt it..will pay u back when i get the $$$...sorry...k, i feel that i'm a super gong dummy this week la...last night mummy shock me while i was sleeping la..she came to press my rib cage to see if one side was higher than the other...cos previously she found out that ne side of my rib cage was higher..diao..its kinda normal la..haha..like most ppl's foot is oso one side bigger one side smaller de ma..haha...jux that we din realise..k, back to her pressing my rib cage..i was sleeping..then she did that...diao k..she shocked me up!! really..i jump up..
feliciagarfield
10:36 AM
my head is splitting apart..i dunno y..it hurts...alot alot...nausea..*puky*..eekkksss...argghh..i wana blog longer..but i can't..
thx dawn and pam for ur concern!!=)
pray that i get well soon SFers..thx..gotta go off..
k, anyway, i disappointed with some pepx..argghhh..my head!! its darn painful now..
feliciagarfield
10:27 PM
i'm back...just finish my last day of field prac..did sukuna's assignment there..but, din have a chance to take their pics when they were suppose to do writing..sad...will explain to sukuna..hope she'll understand...
lalala..i'm still happy tho..cos i had contacts of few of the teachers there...haha..well, CNY is fun la..but assignments are a total yucky thingy ok...really...and my super nice modem still refuse to work..went to esther's house at 7 today, to send assignments to michelle..thx loads michelle and esther!! and of course pei!! haha...gotta cheong cd1.3's assignment after blogging...arghhh..i still dunno wat to write for the physical dev thingy...gosh...save me!!!!
third day of CNY is total fun and madness la.. we were totally almost crazy..haha..happy!! but poor michelle and pei..they were like so blisterful..haha..esp michelle and her chocolate sandals..haha..poor gal..
so, that's kinda all i can write now..gotta do research..and i'm super sleepy...i need to zzz...i love all cucalamonga pepx!! love u all so much!! hugs!!
feliciagarfield
2:04 PM
