e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

hey hey...to all ppl that had been worried abt me..hey, i'm aright already...gues its cos of my character/personality...i dun like to dwell in problems or keep goin round and round that sad sad situation and make myself feel even worser..=) haha..but of course..if its without God and the friends that he had given to me, guess i won't be able to come out of that sad situation ...=)

thx loads my pals..really...thx for telling me that you all will be there for me..thx for telling m that everything will be ok..and to you, dear brother.. thx for telling me that i dun have to be strong when i am weak because i need to noe that i need God..=)

lets see..hmm...few days back..27th april, friday...what a big big day for addison=) haha...the sides met him for lunch at pasir ris b4 he head tekong=)...we'll miss you..yes..i will too=)...come back real soon yea...took some pics..

sat...met ruth for lunch then had worship prac then 1724 bible study...=) thx cons for that day...haha..o, and i really wanna thank ruth here for being such a great fren/mentor/dao shi..yup yup..dun think too much kk..haha..i love ya=)

today- sunday...went church earlier for 2nd round of worship prac..then its busy busy busy...had SF b'day celebration, then i had to present the powerpoint for our production..i was a lil nervous cos i dunno what response would i get from the youger ones..haha..but thank God..=) really..thank God=)after that was the rehearsal for the play..had dinner with esther, amos and cong then arcade a lil and headed home..=) ooolala..

really wanna thank God...yesterday night, my mind was totally blank when i was thinking of what to do for the powerpoint presentation..its kinda last min cos i forgot abt the presentation..then i quieten my heart, pray, ask God to let me focus on Him and Him alone...prayers does wonders=) really!!!=)

hmm..pictures time..haha..took a few pics today=)

aft worship prac today...

took this during the play rehearsal..when it's not my turn to act yet..haha..cheryl dear and i..o, and also ruth and i ..haha..

after practice...when amos is hungry, he does weird stuff..haha...

yeah..hu's this?...winnie bao bei of course=)

alot of thx to my pals out there..that showed so much care and concern for me when i was at my lowest..=) you all just make me smile..and, my smile goes out to all of u=)

feliciagarfield
10:14 PM

noe what, random stuffs can come into your life quietly and choke you....anyway..

happy thoughts first...

scl's started...for a week already..i'm glad to see them back at school...yes..! my beloved frens..

more pics soon man..wanna take pics with all all all of them...=)

then this was taken way way back..13th april fri..on addi's birthday..after failing to find a decent ba kut teh stall, we decided to go chinatown eat soy sauce chicken (you ji), then we had desserts...nice...happy 20th backside=)

then yest...its's addi's mini farewell dinner...headed to purvis street for beef kway teow and killiney teh ice then we crossed opposite to ms clarity cafe..haha..laugh and crapped alot...really..hey addi, hope u enjoyed yest and the gift i got for u..haha..

here's some pics that we took...

the side gang unites..=) haha...yup yup..=) do i have to say anything more about them??..haha..

love ya so much bao bei winnie=)

yup...things just happen suddenly..things just change...had been a long time since i last stroll alone feeling the breeze and reflecting on the big and small things that had happened..guess i'd learnt from it...

realise that life should be in its most simplest form in order to feel the happiness..because the thought of wanting that happiness and when u try so hard to go for it, u realise that in the end, that happiness that u use to yearn for dun worth a thing at all..then u'll end up losing everything, left alone, guilty, angry, sad, lousy...

then i realise i want to be strong, but why isit that the more i wan to be strong the weaker i become..

i want to stay strong, cos i noe ppl around me need me..

i dun wana cry cos i dun wanna appear to be pitiful,

i dun wanna explain myself all the time cos i noe u won't understand or bother..

but do you all remember, i'm a human, a girl after all?

sometimes, its painful to stop something that is already on for so long, but this is life, isn't it? when things dun turn out well or when u realise it was a mistake, learn your lesson, put a stop sign to that matter, walk away painfully, then aft awhile that painful feeling goes off..

i'm not trying to act lika a saint or what here..if u dun wana read it, click it off then..this is my blog..its what i say..not what u say...thank you..

but i really want to thank my frens..for being there for me all this while..=) i really love u all loads loads loads=) cucalamonga! love u all tonnss=)

for those friends that are in need now..dun worry, i'm still praying for u all..that u all will find a solution to ya problems soon=)

feliciagarfield
3:07 PM

work's officially over..so, whats left will be those unofficial ones..haha..lol...this working experience is special..really..its the first time i work in F&B line...with so many aunties around..haha...and one uncle..uncle cong..haha..lol...

its truly amazing how i experience God leading my life...esp for the past one month..He is truly amazing..=) thank you Lord..=)...

last day of work..took pics with the bunch of funny funky colleages...

this is jenny...she loves to laugh..and she her laughter is unique...haha...

aunty angela...she taught me how to make all the desserts...she's really my shi fu..remember when i first started working there..i can even ask customers that order chendol, whether they want is hot or cold..haha..when hot chendol dun even exist..haha...

this is our OE...operation executive...

haha...this is our manager...victor..teehee...thx for your snacks from taiwan and the chip and dale collar pin...haha...=)

then..this is uncle cong...the colleage that i see everyday...even on sat and sunday..haha...and i became super dooper frens with him b4 we became colleages..haha..lol=)

this is the place that i had been there at least 5 days per week for the past 5 weeks...i wil miss everything there i tink..tho the its a lowly paid and tiring job..but the things i do and the ppl there....i will miss them=)

thur(yest..)...went to give out flyers..yup, same company..apart from working over at the counter at the foodcourt, cong and i gives out flyers for their newly opened foodcourt too..together with addi and mich...haha..=) it was a hot afternoon..so, we had ice cream..haha..

i was super excited with the ice cream cone that i bought..then i excitedly told cong, addi and mich about it..but they told me that they had seen it long long ago..it made me feel like a mountain turtle..bleah!

headed army market after giving out flyers and lunch..went army market with addi and cong..had my fav grass jelly there...so nice..i really like...haha..went upstairs to look at army stuff then headed home..played with winnie, rested ahwile, took a bath then headed to church for service...

went to tian en's recommeneded chilling place.coconut groove after our service...with addi and cong...guess we were all shag and tired aft work and service..haha...but we still played taboo..made silly mistakes...spout silly stuff and nonsenses=) i love u all=)

yeah...and winnie's fur grew longer..i still remember that time addi gave a toot comment when he saw the pic of winnie aft she went for grooming and her fur was super short...addi said ''wa, winnie go ns ah?''....faint..haha..lol...love u my bao bei winnie=)

holi's gonna be over soon soon soon...i will miss the holis...but right now..i really miss the D gals and cucalamonga pepx=)

memories all kept inside

i will remember them

i duno what lies ahead

but i really appreciate the memories that i have=)

feliciagarfield
3:18 PM